I don't know what's wrong with me. I just know that this catastrophe in my life is deteriorating me. If i keep doing this, there will be nothing left from me in a few years; I'll turn to a guy with no identity, a jerk, someone who has achieved nothing in his life, who has done nothing but masturbation. Moreover, I wouldn't be able to compensate then, having lost all my opportunities. So before it gets late, I got to quit.
I know that there's a beautiful world out there waiting for me to catch what i want, but first i have to want it. I dont want it to be like this anymore. I don't want to drown in the hell I'm making around myself. It's time to stop. I'm not a teen anymore so that I have to stop being reckless.
This manner __regretting after I've done it__ has happened to me many times, but this time i have to make a difference in order to be able to fix myself.
I quit this definitely
Ijust wrote this to remember
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